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This weekend I took a decision to visit a place that I wouldn't have thought about visiting even in my wildest imaginations. To be honest i did not know that there was some place by that name. May be because I am not good with the world geography.
We take decisions in life that are mostly not the best. we take the decisions in the spur of the moment without even thinking what will be the consequences of that decision. I have been very careful to what I do for the past four years especially. I was playing safe and only wanted to control every thing in my life. the only thing that it was doing to me was it was making me miserable and frustrated. I was feeling this way because many times we have to let go things and after any mishap we are scared of another one. To many people my mishap would not be a mishap many people call me lucky, some people call me blessed. I think in all honesty it was life being life. Unexpected turn of events when you least expect them to be. It made a huge impact on my life. I thought that it was all my mistake that was happening in my life. I was defining myself and was associating it to be my mistake which it was not. That event in my life made me question my integrity, my love my relationships and my sincerity. I was mad and upset that I let him make me think that way when in reality nothing was like that. It took me almost 3.5 years to realize that this is not the reality.
One of my friends at work made me realize that it should be all about me and I should focus on me rather than focusing on nonsense. It took me sometime but I did realize that everything in this world starts with you being you. I can help people and be the most considerate person in the world but if I dont have anything in my tank how will i share. We need to make sure that we are good and filled up so that we can go ahead and share things with others. We have to make sure that we are ready and prepared to help the world.
I am going... I am going to a beautiful city with amazing people for 38 days over summer in search of me that I have lost in the past few years or may be never had the chance to meet. I know that over the period of 38 days I will find myself and this new me or I should say the real me will come out and will be ready for the world to see what they have missed in the past 31 years. This is the beautiful city I will be visiting...
We take decisions in life that are mostly not the best. we take the decisions in the spur of the moment without even thinking what will be the consequences of that decision. I have been very careful to what I do for the past four years especially. I was playing safe and only wanted to control every thing in my life. the only thing that it was doing to me was it was making me miserable and frustrated. I was feeling this way because many times we have to let go things and after any mishap we are scared of another one. To many people my mishap would not be a mishap many people call me lucky, some people call me blessed. I think in all honesty it was life being life. Unexpected turn of events when you least expect them to be. It made a huge impact on my life. I thought that it was all my mistake that was happening in my life. I was defining myself and was associating it to be my mistake which it was not. That event in my life made me question my integrity, my love my relationships and my sincerity. I was mad and upset that I let him make me think that way when in reality nothing was like that. It took me almost 3.5 years to realize that this is not the reality.
One of my friends at work made me realize that it should be all about me and I should focus on me rather than focusing on nonsense. It took me sometime but I did realize that everything in this world starts with you being you. I can help people and be the most considerate person in the world but if I dont have anything in my tank how will i share. We need to make sure that we are good and filled up so that we can go ahead and share things with others. We have to make sure that we are ready and prepared to help the world.
I am going... I am going to a beautiful city with amazing people for 38 days over summer in search of me that I have lost in the past few years or may be never had the chance to meet. I know that over the period of 38 days I will find myself and this new me or I should say the real me will come out and will be ready for the world to see what they have missed in the past 31 years. This is the beautiful city I will be visiting...
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