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Life has its unexpected turns, we are not usually prepared for the things to go in a different direction than was expected.
A week ago I was ready to quit, quit from everything that I had planned on doing, my trip , job search and just sit and let life take the decisions for me, let the life take its own course because thats what I have been hearing that whatever is written in your fate you will only get that no matter what you do and desire. I was depressed and was not feeling well. I didn't want to talk to anyone and anybody. I was mad about everything and everyone, but then i realized that its okay to have emotions, its okay to feel a certain way but that doesn't mean that I move away from the driver seat and be the passenger. When we are on a road trip, it gets tiring. Rain, snow, traffic all these things make you tired. That doesn't mean that you come back to where you were, you either take a detour or you stop at a rest area for sometime. If the weather is bad you stay in a local hotel and let it pass and then continue the journey to get to where you want to be. Life is the road trip that will have sand storms, rain, hurricanes, snow etc. but we cant stop or look back. What we have covered we have done it well because we are alive, we are through no matter what the situation was. That gives us the experience that how to deal with situations well.
I am back in the driver seat again. Sometimes you have to stop and ask for direction. Many people will genuinely help you and some will just abuse the situation you are in.I found both. People who helped me and people who used my weakness or my turbulent situation to make sure that they are getting the strength. They seem to look happy and I hope they are. If someone messes with you, dont think bad about them, its just that their thinking is very limited. Being said that its okay to ask for help. I did that too. I asked for help from the people I knew that have a clean heart for me. People who are genuine for me. My parents, family and friends. They were there when I started to get off the right path and was giving up on myself.

That being said my trip to Europe is "ON"... I am going, I am going to take that leap of faith and dive into the ocean of possibilities that will open up for me. I will get to meet the people who are winners in their field, people who are ready to help others...
Thursday June 21st I leave for....

I will let you know on 21st.. Enjoy your week, Have a happy Eid!!






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