It's Today...

The day has arrived. I am leaving for a trip of a lifetime, hopefully.
Yesterday I had a very nerve wrecking day. I didn't know what will happen and was fearful of the unknown. Everything seemed to be difficult and it looked like that I won't be able to go. I was nervous and anxious. Because of all that I was feeling dizzy and didn't enjoy the amazing dinner with family in Canada.
Today when I woke up, I thought to myself that I am getting on the passenger seat again. I need to be in the driver's seat. A series of events happened during the day that also confirmed me that there is some force that is making me go, my Allah. He wants me to go and He wants me to enjoy it and search myself. I am all packed. I am all ready.. I am ready to leave... But wait will I need a visa to enter that country.. LOL.. that is what I thought to myself when my uncle who was just messing with me said that he thinks I might need visa to enter this country.. I panicked for two seconds but then Google to the rescue. He sat with me and we confirmed that I won't need a visa. I can get an on arrival visa.
I am ready... I am ready to explore this new city, this new country.. This new culture..

Tomorrow I leave for
TALLINN, ESTONIA 
for a month convention that will help me in many ways... Please keep me in your prayers and send positive thoughts my way.. I am ready...

Comments

  1. UnknownJune 20, 2018 at 11:58 PM

    All the best my love 😍 Allah bless you and Allah will protect you and Allah will keep you in his Amaanah.. Enjoy 😊 be your self and thank Allah.. Girl you have got a wings fly free without any thaughts that will make u upset..

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    1. Tehniyet AzamJune 21, 2018 at 3:18 AM

      Thanks Khallo.. Please keep me in your prayers.. I need a tonne. I am a little nervous but I think it's just the excitement of everything 😍😍

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  2. UnknownJune 21, 2018 at 12:01 AM

    You are looking beautiful.. worked for self and u got the positive results.. Alhumdollilah.. some time its ok u eat what u heart wants ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹💐💐💐💐😘😘😘😘😘💐Bless u my sweetheart..

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  3. sarahJune 21, 2018 at 4:11 AM

    all the best..enjoyyyyyy to fullest..

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  4. UnknownJune 21, 2018 at 5:44 AM

    I hope this trip is all you need it to be and more. Go find yourself again! �� love you!!

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    1. Tehniyet AzamJune 21, 2018 at 7:06 AM

      Thank you my sohni saheli. I was very nervous in the morning but Alhamdollilah doing much better now

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